it will be nice if that someone could just show some concern and care....

but then, it seems that this will never be fulfilled....

end of a journey...?

seems that way to me...

finally... papers are over!! After months and months of preparations, the hurdles I had to go through were quite tough, but nonetheless, it's finally gone!!

feel somewhat loss though...probably because i'm used to facing the books the whole bloody day...

i hereby declare that i am officially unemployed now!!

cigges, red bull and coffee

my diet for the past one month, and the next few weeks

chiong ah!!

one more day before the first paper... getting the kick now....

time to purchase lotsa lotsa red bull now.....

jiayou!!!

i think it's pretty hopeless already

wake up

go sch

mug

lunch

mug

nap

mug

dinner

mug

home

bath

online

sleep

wake up..

and the cycle goes on and on

xian ah!!

after reading the news, and seeing footages of the diaster, my heart really sank... hopefully the govt won't be that stuborn and got ahead with that useless referrendum this wekeend and concentrate on the urgent task at hand..

on on hand, i do get tired of carrying on if things remain so hopeless

on the other hand, i think to myself why should i even bother to do anything at all

but then, I don't really wanna give this up yet

then again, my heart's feeling quite numb towards this












idiotic heart...

wow.... i didn't know that Fri night has an emo effect on folks who had a glass or two.... kinda contagious in a sense...

and what the hell was i thinking of when i went to cut all my hair off.... -_-""""

it's always nice to have good friends ard u

at least they're always there when u need them

but then, come to think of it...

what am i holding on for anyway if there's not much left...

kinda regretful now...

have a feeling that... this may end things....

one more month

one more month

one month b4 the final lap!!

i don't know what i'm doing anymore...

skin is like totally burnt la....
pain pain pain pain pain!!!

And just when I thought that my heart couldn't sink any further after that day, it just goes on and sink to even deeper depths that I've have never known....

Heaven has a nice way of playing this kinda tricks on you....

this is just damm funny la...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbRNQErHBgg&feature=related

Fri night was dope man.... absolutely crazy!!

ok, i know what to do now...

but will i be able to do it....

i don't know... but i'm just tired already..

and don't want to drag things on too...

just do it....and get things done with ba....