and what the hell was i thinking of when i went to cut all my hair off.... -_-""""

it's always nice to have good friends ard u

at least they're always there when u need them

but then, come to think of it...

what am i holding on for anyway if there's not much left...

kinda regretful now...

have a feeling that... this may end things....

one more month

one more month

one month b4 the final lap!!

i don't know what i'm doing anymore...

skin is like totally burnt la....
pain pain pain pain pain!!!

And just when I thought that my heart couldn't sink any further after that day, it just goes on and sink to even deeper depths that I've have never known....

Heaven has a nice way of playing this kinda tricks on you....

this is just damm funny la...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbRNQErHBgg&feature=related

Fri night was dope man.... absolutely crazy!!

ok, i know what to do now...

but will i be able to do it....

i don't know... but i'm just tired already..

and don't want to drag things on too...

just do it....and get things done with ba....

i want to be happy.....

曹格有一首歌，叫作世界唯一的你
歌词里是这么写:
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

and there's another part that goes:

就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意 我什么都愿意

love those lyrics…

thinking back...

I remember u told me once

that u will look for me if I go missing one day...

somehow...

I highly doubt that u will do the things that u said....

maybe this is just retribution for the things I did previously....

actually all i want is simple....

spending time with the significant half...

sharing joys and sorrows together..

being able to tell each other stuff....

caring and being concerned to one another...

all that i want is simple contentment...


seems that it's harder than scaling the highest mountain....

曹格 - 無辜

http://youtube.com/watch?v=7Mon-XpWLyw

也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们
还是爱情相信了记忆
你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪

爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在
注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步
的坠落红尘

给不起的是你的天真
为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春
曾经爱过我的每一分
我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚
不负责任

爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在
注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步
的坠落红尘

无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝
宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定
去实现你和他的承诺

爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝 我还在
注定一个人流浪

爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中 一步步
的坠落红尘

也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你

what happened...

how...

why...

from being together as a couple

to being together like strangers

maybe this should had never started

maybe we should had not met..

最遥远的距离....就是两个人在感情里...却像两个陌生人一样....无言无句...

from now onwards, i shall be known as the "2-3 hour every week" bf ... pathetic...

no wonder song writers get paid so much.... trying to think of lyrics is not an easy thing la!!

pathetic fool

that's who i am