As they were talking about their stuff last night, I can't help but feel that I really should be reading and be expanding my horizon over such matters. Although I do make it a point to keep myself informed on such stuff, but then I guess all I do is to absorb the info without really going deeper and analysing enough to come to any meaningful conclusion. Perhaps it's because of their daily jobs that allows them to have a more thorough understanding of stuff, but I guess I feel I should really be more ...what's the word to use.... gung-ho in this aspect if I really want to go into this sector.

pulling a veil to cover the emptiness

can only do that much to conceal the loss

i thought that I could handle my emotions well....

...apparently I couldn't...

bumped into her...

looked at her...

smiled at her...

walked away from her...

Before I die...

photography

diving

sky-diving

back-packing across Europe, Japan, India

Kashmir plains

staying in NYC

i guess it gets to a point when one just doesn't feel like blogging about anything and everything... perhaps life's getting pretty mundane..? I don't know..... but looking back on my posts, I've realised that I have lots of things to talk about whenever I'm in a r/ship that's going great.

When things don't turn out well, or when shit happens, it's either a few words here and there, or just complete silence... Perhaps one would love to share his/her happiness to others and just have the tendency to express the feelings of joy openly. When it comes to shitty stuff, one would just clam up and turn inwards into his/her own shell and choose to remain and suffer in silence. Or perhaps, it's just me that's feeling this way.

interviews coming up... hoping for all the best!!

looking at their photos... reminds me of a year back....

way way way down.....

feeling so empty now....

weird.... considering that I wanted it myself....

down....down...down...down...down....

it will be nice if that someone could just show some concern and care....

but then, it seems that this will never be fulfilled....

end of a journey...?

seems that way to me...

finally... papers are over!! After months and months of preparations, the hurdles I had to go through were quite tough, but nonetheless, it's finally gone!!

feel somewhat loss though...probably because i'm used to facing the books the whole bloody day...

i hereby declare that i am officially unemployed now!!

cigges, red bull and coffee

my diet for the past one month, and the next few weeks

chiong ah!!

one more day before the first paper... getting the kick now....

time to purchase lotsa lotsa red bull now.....

jiayou!!!

i think it's pretty hopeless already

wake up

go sch

mug

lunch

mug

nap

mug

dinner

mug

home

bath

online

sleep

wake up..

and the cycle goes on and on

xian ah!!

after reading the news, and seeing footages of the diaster, my heart really sank... hopefully the govt won't be that stuborn and got ahead with that useless referrendum this wekeend and concentrate on the urgent task at hand..

on on hand, i do get tired of carrying on if things remain so hopeless

on the other hand, i think to myself why should i even bother to do anything at all

but then, I don't really wanna give this up yet

then again, my heart's feeling quite numb towards this












idiotic heart...

wow.... i didn't know that Fri night has an emo effect on folks who had a glass or two.... kinda contagious in a sense...

and what the hell was i thinking of when i went to cut all my hair off.... -_-""""

it's always nice to have good friends ard u

at least they're always there when u need them