i think i'm better already.....am I ?

i like listening to music because it brings me to a world where i can be fully immersed into whatevr i imgaine myself and the world to be

perhaps its a form of escapism

sigh............i miss milo so much........

you deserve better, and I'm really genuinely happy to see that smile back on your face and that glow back in your eyes

一切都是自己自找的，怨不了别人，只能说，自己没有用

一直在胡思乱想
快要受不了
很辛苦，真的很难受

i just can't stop thinking.....
confused state of mind
feeling very sucky now
it's like a knife sticking it through my heart

whoever said time is the best medicine obviously had it easy

all the time

they keep flashing back in my head

Hate life

Sleep

I may appear happy

But nobody knows...

why does my heart ache so much

stop crying already........... stop.....

the song tells me to get through it...

but its just so hard to do

ppl think that i'm all happy, enjoying myself

but who really  knows and understand what i am really going through inside of me

hate myself for being this way

so useless...

nope, it still feels the same.

but i still got to put on a mask

if i lose myself tonight

will anyone be by my side

I'm sorry


To those that I hurt

To myself

To everyone

I'm really sorry

I got to help myself

I'm sorry

fuck this world k, seriously...
stop telling me other ppl have it worst cause i dun really give a fucking shit abt other ppl's problemzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if i can stop, i would have stop!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Think I understand why ppl cut themselves when they are not feeling right

Dear mind

Can u stop playing fuxking mind games with me pls?

Thank u

Fuck la

Lowest point ever, god damn it

I gonna stop messing myself up

Stop talking to myself

Think positive