World Cup

World cup's here!!

Impressive teams so far:

Argentina- they are freaking awesome, although i suspect that they might be peaking too soon

Ivory Coast- They may be out, but their fast and powerful style of football is exciting and sizzling to watch

Portugal- Not bad in midfeild and defence, but they could certainly do something about their strikeforce

Spain- Torres is freaking fast, Villa is efficient, and Puyol is a shaggy beast!!!

Teams that have flattered to deceive:

England- Boring, one-dimensional football style and absolutely hopeless in attack.

Brzail- didn't catch their match, but from what i read, they don't seems to be very impressive. Nontheless, their squad is really quite terrifying, and i think that they'll warm up slowly as the tournament progress

Czech Republic- Destroyed by Ghanians. They need more muscle in their midfield and more varieties in their apporach. It's easy to shut them out if one can neutralise their central midfield

France- Need to change their tactics so suit Henry. No choice or other alternatives, as Henry remains their most dangerous player. Oh, and take out Vierra and put in Makelele.

fucking cold day today...

回到過去

一盞黃黃舊舊的燈

時間在旁悶不吭聲


寂寞下手毫無分寸

不懂得輕重之分


沉默支撐躍過陌生

靜靜看著凌晨黃昏


妳的身影

失去平衡

慢慢下沉


黑暗已在空中盤旋

該往哪我看不見

也許愛在夢的另一端

無法存活在真實的空間


想回到過去

試著抱妳在懷裡


羞怯的臉帶有一點稚氣


想看妳的看的世界

想在妳夢的畫面

只要靠在一起就能感覺甜蜜

想回到過去

試著讓故事繼續


至少不再讓妳離我而去


分散時間的注意

這次會抱得更緊

這樣挽留不知還來不來得及

想回到過去


思緒不斷阻擋著回憶播放


盲目的追尋仍然空空盪盪

灰濛濛的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去

一轉身孤單已躺在身旁

Go Back To The Past

A yellow and old light
Time is at the side, suffocating without uttering a word
Loneliness starts with completely no sense of propriety
Don’t understand the difference between light and heavy
Silence
Propping up jumps across strange
Quietly watching early dawn and dusk
Your body shape
Loses balance
Slowly sinks
Darkness is already flying around in mid air
Should proceed where, I cannot see
Maybe love is in another end of the dream
No way of living in real space
I want to go back to the past
I am trying to hold you in my arms
The sheepish face carries a bit of childishness
I want to see
The world you see
I want to be in your dream’s frame
As long as I can depend on being together I can then feel the sweetness
I want to go back to the past
I am trying to let the story continue
At least I don’t let you leave me again
Divert time's attention
This time I will hold you even more tightly
I request you to stay like this, I don’t know if I am too late or not
I want to go back to the past
My thoughts are unceasingly stopping memories from being broadcasted
Blindly chasing and searching, still vastly empty
The dusky night, I am sleepy but I don’t know where to hide
The moment I turned around, loneliness is already lying by my side

something seems ...wrong...

doesn't feels quite right....

dunno what it is....

but doesn't feels right....

blank..

the mind wants to think

but the mind is empty

blank..


hello...anyone there????

shouldn't you be thinking of something to salvage the situation???

knock knock!!

nobody's there???



yup.. nobody's here...


although i absolutely detest it when people say that i'm brainless/stupid/useless,

maybe they're all right...

otherwise.. why would they say that...


i am really something...that i absolutely fucking detest to be....


no wonder she can't stand me...

What Am I to You lyrics

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you

Yah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you

celebrated Kailin's bd today!!

i'm sorry...

..for not being good enough....

..for always not being to offer you anything....

..for being so shallow...

..for...the hurt i've caused...

..for the stuff that i did...and not did.....

i....truly sucks at being ... your..guy...

get out of my head, you fucking headache....

get out of my head...get out of my head..get out of my head....get out of my head,get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head ,get out of my head ,get out of my head ,get out of my head ,get out of my head , get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, get out of my head, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!!!!!

fucking headache....

i dunno what's wrong with me....

why issit that other people can put in strong advice and arguments with lots of persuation, when all i can offer are soft whimperings and silence..

why is it that other people are able to make you smile when you're down, and all i can do is to make you worse

why is it that other people are able to talk to you so effortlessly, while i am always struggling to come out with sentances with you around....

why is it that when you're upset, i am not able to offer anything...

why am i like this...

ireally hate this me...

i don't recall being like this previously... why....


how can i stop being this me...

i really hate myself....

somehow.... the thin line in me feels as if it's being stretched..... and the durability and the elasticity is wearing thin...

4th June 2006

me asked: "you did a great job"
you snapped:" you weren't supposed to watched..."
me:"............"

"the reason i ate so slowy was to see if you will finish the fries, and you did"

"i am positively bored"

"it's like i'm eating alone with my food disappearing fast"

whatever....

even if i've tried talking, you'll just snapped back 'cause you're pissed.

i really really really dislike talking to you when you're like that.....


praised you for the great performance, and what did i get? An earful from you...

Thanks...