i dunno what's wrong with me....

why issit that other people can put in strong advice and arguments with lots of persuation, when all i can offer are soft whimperings and silence..

why is it that other people are able to make you smile when you're down, and all i can do is to make you worse

why is it that other people are able to talk to you so effortlessly, while i am always struggling to come out with sentances with you around....

why is it that when you're upset, i am not able to offer anything...

why am i like this...

ireally hate this me...

i don't recall being like this previously... why....


how can i stop being this me...

i really hate myself....