can't fucking sleep...

can't fucking sleep..

why can't i fucking sleep...

why can't i just discard all thoughts and just fucking sleep...

i just want to have a fucking nice sleep...

why am i thinking so fucking much, and making myself fucking sad...

i just want to fucking sleep....

feeling more and more disillusioned with this r/ship ....

somehow... i feel that even if she were to forgive me...

things will still be the same...

we still wouldn't spend quality time together..

she will continue to spend more time with her friends and colleagues...

and i'll still have to depend on my luck to see if she's free....

it's like i have to make pre-appointments with her before i can get to even see her...

feels like i'm placed at the very last of her list...

or maybe... i'm really am the least of her piorities...

that's quite sad..isnt't it...

for someone to place the significant other at the bottom.....




oh well.... it's not as if i haven't been through this before.....

a new addition to my bundle of joys

Rise and shine!!

Hear me roar!! Raarr!!!!!

Peacefully sleeping

I surrender!!

ZZZzzzzz...

the 1st bundle of joy in a suit... looks damm smart..just like his uncle!!

The 2nd bundle of joy.... Pink hairband!!

3 generations!!

why am i harbouring such thoughts?

it appears that I am not as easy-going as I've always thought myself to be

why am i going down this road?

it seems that I may not know myself that well afterall

why am I writing down these words?

I dunno...

Maybe these are my true feelings all along...