now that i ponder back...

i wonder....

should i had been so forgiving, given that the hurt is quite deep...

given that the heart was quite broken...

given the trust has been so shattered...

or perhaps i should be gracious...

and let bygones be bygones...

whatever it is...

all i know is that...

i ain't so trusting now...

and there's a sire wound that's just festering in my heart...

maybe time will heal it...

..

..


but only time will tell if it will ever heals.....