Mood: Bad

Reason: Frigin headache

Solution: Sleep early

Nitezz

Roaches

Due to the rubbish chutes being fogged with pesticide earlier in the day, there were a lot of friggin dead roaches in the void deck.A couple of small roaches even found the strength to crawl into the house only to end up dead via 2 ways:

1- dying from the posion of the fog eventually
2-dying from the awesome powers of my mum's slippers

went to fetch Kj from school and we had a fun time trying to avoid stepping on the dead roaches. I have never seen so many dead roaches in the life before. The goose pimples still arises when I think about it. Eeee!!

kj's dead afraid of roaches, but somemore, in the lift, he can actually made the comment that he will use the slippers to kill the roaches.... Only to shrink back in fear when he saw the roaches when the lift door open...

-_-""""

right....

Only Fools rush in- Elvis Presly

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help
Falling in love with you

Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help
Falling in love with you

As the river flows gently to the sea
Darling so it goes
Something's are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
But I can't help
Falling in love with you

As the river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Something's are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
I can't help
Falling in love with you

For I can't help falling in love with you

Coldplay- The Scientist

Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles, Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apar

tNobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, Chasing tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Aah oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (x4)

starting to have the blues....

feelings the blues....

getting the blues....

infected by the blues...

1 more week before it all ends...

oh...

1 decisive week before it ends....

coffee brewing skills

Useful skill learnt today:

no more worries about not having enuff coffee at home, cause i have just learnt how to make coffee!!


ok... i know that isn't exactly tat great...

but it's still useful nonetheless for a regular caffeine consumer like me!

like what i always say.... coffee's my favourite bitch!

i love you mummy

i love you father

i love you grandma

yeah... love ya all...

new music video from artic monkeys!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEukS2YN9B8

and tt's what i would classify as a Siao Char Bo

Muscus Flow

Something that I've noticed that is happening to Kailin as well:

we kept having mucus flow down from our noses like the Niagara falls!!




yucks...

feeling mushy today

i know this is really mushy...

but hey, who cares man...

I LOVE YOU DARLING BABY!!!

and i miss you lots too....

and I really must state this:

Middle Eastern countries are only good for one thing: their oil fields.

without them, they're all fucked up.

Israel: Crazy bunch of people who don't know how to stop bombing innocent civilians

Hizbollah: Crazier bunch of people who not only do not know how to stop, but choose to provoke the Israelic army of all people.

Goes to show what their brains are made off after living in the desert...

and there are others..

USA: As usual, Mr Bush is doing what he does best, and that is making dumb decisions all the time

North Korea: Don't know what the hell is the dear leader Kim is doing, launching missle tests and making everyone pissed off. Can foresee another famine coming to North Korea again

Blair: Acting as a lapdog for Bush, like what he always does.

Conslusion:

Chinese rules!!

Wooo...

MILO PENG WON!!!!

ALL RIGHT!!!!!!

although i don't really catch the show, but Milo Peng has a very.... neighbourhood feeling to them that appeals from Ah Girls to Ah Yees to Ah Mas.

Woo....

Jay got voted off!!

oh well, he wasn't that great though (but he lives in Jurong West, so technically speaking, he is my fellow Jurong-er...whatever that is...never mind...).

but i was surprised to see Jonathon and Hady in the last 3.

Goes to show what Singaporeans appreciates...

how come Paul din get off... think must be those Ah Girls that find his mop of hair damm sexy lah.

Blind...all freaking blind..

and i must say this again: i hate getting sick on a wekeend...especially when i have lessons on that particular weekend...

shitty!!

Everybody's Changing by Keane

"Everybody's Changing"

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

a note to myself

you're fucked up... and screwed up....

how many times have shit happened...

and yet... the nest day...or next moment...

you behaved... as if nothing happened...

how many times had she..... gone through this with you...

again...and again...and again...and again...

why can't you be more assertive... and take control...

or speak up...

instead of bottling it up....

why must you choose ....to unbottle stuff out at hte wrong moment...

why can't you be more like ...Joseph...or Derek... or Yingwei...

you know something... you're always deriding Roy for the stupid stuff he does...

but hey, at least he's actually doing something... even though its pretty hopeless...

at least he tries...

have you?

You are really the most pathetic hypocrite who refuse to let anyone knows what you're thinking..

You're fucked up....

just simply fucked up..

I wonder to myself ...

does this gal really deserve you...

if you wanna hold on to her..

you better do something...

Just do something....

just....do.....it....anything...

you will... right??

will you??

don't pretend or assume anymore...

will you??

...please?

do not for a moment doubt the importance of you in my heart...



you're not the only one who's dropping tears..

i really shld have deleted my previous posts....

before you had the chance to read them...

if i knew this will happen....

perhaps i shld have been more sensitive...

or just kept quiet abt my feelings..



i'm sorry that i've hurt you..

sorry... i snapped...

and now i finally know....

why you gave me that attitude of yours when i went for the ceremony....

i expected a smiling face when i arrived there,

instead, what i saw was that grouchy you again.

the one with the black face.

the one that just snapped back at me at whatever things that I tried to say or ask.

seriously, whatever enthusiam that I had was all ruined by your attidue....

you're not the only one who can get irritated....



you asked: ...if u were attending a FREN's graduation...u'd BRING SOMETHING rite?

my answer: no, i would not, unless someone suggested it.

there.

you'll think:

" oh my, how could someone be so thoughtless and be so lacking in basic courtesy??"

well, sad to say,

to stupid and brainless people like us,

like what you always think about me,

and always emphasizing in front of not only me, but your family and friends,

no, this act does not comes nautral to me.

I guess this boils down to me being brought up in a stupid and brainless culture.

stupid, brainless people like me with no basic courtesy, who totally din know what had happened when you just shook off my hand and went off in a puff just like that during that library trip.



I know that you're getting tired of me...

but do you know something?

I'm also getting fed up with your attitude..

13th July 2006

things seems to be growing... apart...between us...

think she's getting tired of me...

tired of trying to get me to join something that she's in..

but why can't she understand..

that this is something i am not interested in...

this is affecting us...

this is not the first time le..

that time it was CHC, and now this...

and it's not as if I did not try..

haizz...

we really seems to be living in increasingly different worlds now...