what happened...

how...

why...

from being together as a couple

to being together like strangers

maybe this should had never started

maybe we should had not met..

最遥远的距离....就是两个人在感情里...却像两个陌生人一样....无言无句...

from now onwards, i shall be known as the "2-3 hour every week" bf ... pathetic...

no wonder song writers get paid so much.... trying to think of lyrics is not an easy thing la!!

pathetic fool

that's who i am

Jay Concert

Rocks big time!!!!

Just the thing to end my day on a super high!!!

plans

Targets to meet for the new year

1. Get my drivers license by end of this year
2. Secure a job within the private banking sector or as an analyst in the investment field
3. Take more self responsibility
4. Bring my parents on a tour to Taiwan
5. Save enough for a trip to Europe with Joe at end of year
6. Pass the 1st paper of CFA
7. Be more proactive in doing stuff

Working towards those goals now!!!

彩虹

http://youtube.com/watch?v=RW5R25QH7_s

哪里有彩虹告诉我　
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静　
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我　
释怀说了太多就成真不了　
也许时间是一种解药　
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着　
你的身影这么近我却抱不到　
没有地球　太阳还是会绕　
没有理由　我也能自己走

你要离开　我知道很简单　
你说依赖　是我们的阻碍　
就算放开　但能不能别没收我的爱　
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我　
释怀说了太多就成真不了　
也许时间是一种解药　
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着　
你的身影这么近我却抱不到　
没有地球　太阳还是会绕　
没有理由　我也能自己走

你要离开　我知道很简单　
你说依赖　是我们的阻碍　
就算放开　但能不能别没收我的爱　
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑　要我怎么睡的着　
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕　
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药　
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开　我知道很简单　
你说依赖　是我们的阻碍　
就算放开　但能不能别没收我的爱　
当作我最后才明白

was reading through an article by a columnist in 8 Days earlier... The writer was talking about how long his flatmate was not getting any and was feeling abit cranky. Together with his other friends, upon realising that it has also been quite a super long time since they saw any action either, it got them thinking if there was anything wrong with them..

Hmm... is not getting any piece of action for a period of time considered not normal.... How come I don't feel it that way.... but upon reflecting on the last time.... wah..... it's really been quite a while....



hmm......

now that i ponder back...

i wonder....

should i had been so forgiving, given that the hurt is quite deep...

given that the heart was quite broken...

given the trust has been so shattered...

or perhaps i should be gracious...

and let bygones be bygones...

whatever it is...

all i know is that...

i ain't so trusting now...

and there's a sire wound that's just festering in my heart...

maybe time will heal it...

..

..


but only time will tell if it will ever heals.....

can't fucking sleep...

can't fucking sleep..

why can't i fucking sleep...

why can't i just discard all thoughts and just fucking sleep...

i just want to have a fucking nice sleep...

why am i thinking so fucking much, and making myself fucking sad...

i just want to fucking sleep....

feeling more and more disillusioned with this r/ship ....

somehow... i feel that even if she were to forgive me...

things will still be the same...

we still wouldn't spend quality time together..

she will continue to spend more time with her friends and colleagues...

and i'll still have to depend on my luck to see if she's free....

it's like i have to make pre-appointments with her before i can get to even see her...

feels like i'm placed at the very last of her list...

or maybe... i'm really am the least of her piorities...

that's quite sad..isnt't it...

for someone to place the significant other at the bottom.....




oh well.... it's not as if i haven't been through this before.....

a new addition to my bundle of joys

Rise and shine!!

Hear me roar!! Raarr!!!!!

Peacefully sleeping

I surrender!!

ZZZzzzzz...

the 1st bundle of joy in a suit... looks damm smart..just like his uncle!!

The 2nd bundle of joy.... Pink hairband!!

3 generations!!

why am i harbouring such thoughts?

it appears that I am not as easy-going as I've always thought myself to be

why am i going down this road?

it seems that I may not know myself that well afterall

why am I writing down these words?

I dunno...

Maybe these are my true feelings all along...

i don't know which is worse, the feeling of being disappointed, or the feeling of getting used to being disapoointed

Hazel girl, you must take care of your baby sister, Gabrielle, ok??

something's not right.... something feels very wrong....

i think i am just a boring guy with not much ideas.... BE MORE CREATIVE!!!!!!

neglected
ignored
neglected
ignored

what more can i say..

Weather getting more and more unbearable these days. Last time, I could sleep with my T-shirt and a blanket on. Nowdays, I need to be take off my tee before being able to get to sleep. Think it's all because of global warming and lcimate change. Hopefully, the 7th July concerts worldwide highlighting global warming will be a platform to kickstart efforts to reduce the present situation..and I won't have to sweat while sleeping!!

march and march and march and march and march

under the scroching sun

uneven tan lines

aching body

sunkissed skin

for the love of my nation and the pride of the army,

forward i will continue to march...











and march and march and march and march....