Sunday, March 11, 2007
Friday, March 09, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Monday, March 05, 2007
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Adidas Y-3
Fucking cool website
http://www.adidas.com/Y-3/
I love the Akasaka!!
Lorient!!
The Hayworth Mid!!
Sprint!!!
Honja Low!!
http://www.adidas.com/Y-3/
I love the Akasaka!!
Lorient!!
The Hayworth Mid!!
Sprint!!!
Honja Low!!
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Chinese New Year photos
The gals
The gals part 2
The couples
The class photo
The class photo...gone wrong...
The class photo....again..... I have no idea why Yingwei got infected with a sudden case of spasm...but he's still cute lah..
The guys
The guys part 2....I've noticed I've gotten the "statue" syndrome, where I can look exactly the same in 2 different photos...oh...apparently Junliang has the same sickness as me.
The gals part 2
The couples
The class photo
The class photo...gone wrong...
The class photo....again..... I have no idea why Yingwei got infected with a sudden case of spasm...but he's still cute lah..
The guys
The guys part 2....I've noticed I've gotten the "statue" syndrome, where I can look exactly the same in 2 different photos...oh...apparently Junliang has the same sickness as me.
Oh, and Derek's getting married!!
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
C-walk clips
http://youtube.com/watch?v=LWGugGG4EBY
http://youtube.com/watch?v=JMwJb9XRrEc&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tWNkn4PNeVQ&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=rJyAWyEl4Nw&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0qjB_1TR00&NR
http://youtube.com/watch?v=xXQs92BHTqY&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=JMwJb9XRrEc&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tWNkn4PNeVQ&mode=related&search=
http://youtube.com/watch?v=rJyAWyEl4Nw&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0qjB_1TR00&NR
http://youtube.com/watch?v=xXQs92BHTqY&mode=related&search=
Friday, February 16, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Monday, February 12, 2007
Sunday, February 11, 2007
instead of burying myself with my books these past few days, I have been going to the cinemas and cstching up on movies instead. Finally, I've managed to catch Babel, a movie which I could hardly find anyone to catch with. Comprising of 4 stories, which are inter linked with each other, this is a move which explores cultural differences, family love and loneliness.
Excellant!!!
Another movie I caught last night is Protege. The excellant production goes to show that Asain movies are defitnitely on te rise. Andy Lau is sauve as usual and the Chinese actress gave a memorable performance as a drug junkie vaught between her addiction to drugs and her determination to overcome it. Excellant!!!
Friday, February 09, 2007
Thursday, February 01, 2007
After trying to study and memorise my notes, I have come to a conclusion that my skull is so thick that no useful information can penetrte through, and that the database inside this thick skull is actually an outdated hard disk that can store minimal amount of useless information.
In a nutshell, I am going to be a goner for my papers!!!
This calls for some assistance in the form of the following:
1- A hammer to crack my skull. This will ensure that there will be a smooth flow of information without any barriers
2- Strong adhesive, so as to glue back the shattered pieces of the skull to keep the information in
3- A complete removal of the outdated hard disk inside my head
4- A new brain
5- A voodoo charm to possibly influence the outcome of my papers
6- An act of nature, possibly an earthquake or something to destroy the exam venue
7- A miracle
8- A surgery to remove my lazy bone
All of the items mentioned will definately be a major boost in my quest for excellant results!
haizz... back to studying....
In a nutshell, I am going to be a goner for my papers!!!
This calls for some assistance in the form of the following:
1- A hammer to crack my skull. This will ensure that there will be a smooth flow of information without any barriers
2- Strong adhesive, so as to glue back the shattered pieces of the skull to keep the information in
3- A complete removal of the outdated hard disk inside my head
4- A new brain
5- A voodoo charm to possibly influence the outcome of my papers
6- An act of nature, possibly an earthquake or something to destroy the exam venue
7- A miracle
8- A surgery to remove my lazy bone
All of the items mentioned will definately be a major boost in my quest for excellant results!
haizz... back to studying....
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Caught the news the other day that China launched a ballistic missile into space to shoot down an aging weather satellite. Apparently, the missile managed to travelled up to 850 km and stirke the satellite precisely. After news of this test got out, the USA and others predictably issued statements about how they are against space militarilism and their fears of how an arms race to develop such weapons could be escalted. The Chinese replied that The funny thing is that before China launched the missile, the USA and the former Soviet Union were the only powers that had the capability to launch anti-satellite weapons. Now that the Cold War is over, the United States are, arugably, the only super power to have the capacity to release such weapons. Furthermore, the Space Preservation Act, which is essentially a bill to prohibit space weapons from being developed and launched into space, was introduced to the United States House of Representative 4 times, but each time, the bill died down and was not able to be implemented. So I feel that it is really quite ironic and frankly pathetic that Uncle Sam is makng a big fuss about China shooting down an aging satellite when the US itself has these weapons.
Japan and India issuing protests is quite understandable, considering the past and the ecnomic competition between them. However, I feel that this shouldn't really be an issue to them, because firstly, the most important issues facing China are domestic situations such as an overheating economy, an increasing income disparity and the development of the rural areas to catch up to he coastal cities. Furthermore, the Communist Party is also quite concerned on weeding out corruption (although that will be very hard to achieve in the foreseeable future). Environmental problems are also high on a list of concerns of the Chinese government, partly due to the coming Olympics and the high costs that come with the damage of the environment. In terms of foreign affairs, the Chinese government would be more concerned with developments in Taiwan and North Korea, and there's no reason to antagonise the Western world. An increasingly protentionist Congress, which is making an issue of the wideing trade deficit with China and pretty pissed about it, is another reason why China will not want to ruffle feathers with the USA unnecessary.
Thus, although the laest missile test by the Chinese is a sign of its military powress, it shouldn't be a major concern, as China has far more pressing issues to contend with.
Japan and India issuing protests is quite understandable, considering the past and the ecnomic competition between them. However, I feel that this shouldn't really be an issue to them, because firstly, the most important issues facing China are domestic situations such as an overheating economy, an increasing income disparity and the development of the rural areas to catch up to he coastal cities. Furthermore, the Communist Party is also quite concerned on weeding out corruption (although that will be very hard to achieve in the foreseeable future). Environmental problems are also high on a list of concerns of the Chinese government, partly due to the coming Olympics and the high costs that come with the damage of the environment. In terms of foreign affairs, the Chinese government would be more concerned with developments in Taiwan and North Korea, and there's no reason to antagonise the Western world. An increasingly protentionist Congress, which is making an issue of the wideing trade deficit with China and pretty pissed about it, is another reason why China will not want to ruffle feathers with the USA unnecessary.
Thus, although the laest missile test by the Chinese is a sign of its military powress, it shouldn't be a major concern, as China has far more pressing issues to contend with.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Thursday, January 04, 2007
i guess.... this is it....
the ending of the end...
the ending of the end...
will i regret it... maybe...
will i think about it... probably...
will it be my loss.... possibly...
but...
the coming of a new year ushers in a new start...
a new start for ya, a new start for me....
i hope that everything will turn out well in your path...
...all the time...
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Went to watch 2 movies last week. One of them was Confession of Pain, while the other was Curse of the Golden Flower.
Confession of Pain
Actually wanted to catch Night at the Museum with Roy but tickets were sold out. Since we were already there, we decided to catch this show instead., and luckily, we did not regret it.
This show is a crime thriller, starring Takeshi Kaneshiro and Tony Leung. Takeshi Kaneshiro is an alcoholic private detective, who is still coming to terms with the suicide of his wife some years back, while Tony Leung plays a police officer with the homicide department, who is married to a rich man’s daughter.
The movie starts with Takeshi Kaneshiro returning home after arresting a serial rapist with Tony Leung, only to find that his wife had committed suicide. To make things worse, it was found out that his wife actually had an abortion earlier. Devastated, Takeshi Kaneshiro turned to alcohol (he hated alcohol before) to drown his sorrows. Some years later, Tony Leung (his best friend) got married to a rich man’s daughter. However, the rich man was murdered shortly later and the daughter hired Takeshi to find out the actual cause of the murder, and this is where the movie really kicks off.
It is actually revealed early in the movie that Tong Leung is the killer. What this movie really explores is the motive behind the murders and how Takeshi goes on to solve them. It is a bit weird to see Tong Leung acting as a villain, but he does a really good job. There is a particular scene where he turned scary with murderous intent when Takeshi hinted indirectly that he might be involved in the case. Takeshi, as an alcoholic detective, can always be depended on turning in a good performance. In any case, one can’t really criticise his performance since he always look good in the movies he acts.
This movie explores the theme of revenge and if it really brings satisfaction to those seeking it. With the sad turn of events in the film, it appears that sometimes, it’s better to forgive and forget.
I find that this movie is really good, as both the lead actors are really in their elements here. The supporting cast also puts in a credible performance, especially Chapman To, who can always be counted on draw out the laughers. There is this particular line in the movie that I like personally: "知道为什么酒好喝吗？因为它很难喝…"
Curse of the Golden Flower
Caught this film at Vivo City with Joseph after accompanying him for his TV shopping trip.
Starring Chow Yun Fatt, Gong Li and Jay Chou, this movie is set in the Later Tang Dynasty, during the chaotic 5 Dynasties, 10 Kingdoms period in ancient China. The movie is adapted from Cao Yu’s famous play Thunderstorm (雷雨). All I can say is that the royal family is the most dysfunctional family that I have seen. Chow Yun Fatt, who plays the strict and manipulative emperor, is absolutely superb. Gong Li as the long suffering empress is also quite sick somewhat considering that she had an affair with her stepson, who is the emperor’s first born child by another woman. The Crown Prince, being disgusted by the affair with his step mum, finds true love with the Imperial Doctor’s daughter, who incidentally is the daughter of the Emperor’s first wife, who didn’t die after being put in prison by the Emperor in his pursuit of power, but was saved by the Imperial doctor and married him, which means, the Crown Prince and the daughter are step siblings!! Whew.. that was a mouthful…
Anyway, as this is a Zhang Yimou movie, strong colours are always expected to play a strong part in the movie, and it didn’t disappoint in this aspect. The settings are marvellous and the costumes are a marvel to look at (although the amount of breasts power in the film was a little too much to stomach, even for a normal man like me).
I left the theatre feeling quite sad, as the movie is quite tragic and the ending music is also quite touching. This is a really really good film and an absolute must-see for anyone out there.
It is quite rare for me to be seeing 2 Chinese movies within a short period of time, but I am glad that I’ve managed to catch these 2 good movies!
Confession of Pain
Actually wanted to catch Night at the Museum with Roy but tickets were sold out. Since we were already there, we decided to catch this show instead., and luckily, we did not regret it.
This show is a crime thriller, starring Takeshi Kaneshiro and Tony Leung. Takeshi Kaneshiro is an alcoholic private detective, who is still coming to terms with the suicide of his wife some years back, while Tony Leung plays a police officer with the homicide department, who is married to a rich man’s daughter.
The movie starts with Takeshi Kaneshiro returning home after arresting a serial rapist with Tony Leung, only to find that his wife had committed suicide. To make things worse, it was found out that his wife actually had an abortion earlier. Devastated, Takeshi Kaneshiro turned to alcohol (he hated alcohol before) to drown his sorrows. Some years later, Tony Leung (his best friend) got married to a rich man’s daughter. However, the rich man was murdered shortly later and the daughter hired Takeshi to find out the actual cause of the murder, and this is where the movie really kicks off.
It is actually revealed early in the movie that Tong Leung is the killer. What this movie really explores is the motive behind the murders and how Takeshi goes on to solve them. It is a bit weird to see Tong Leung acting as a villain, but he does a really good job. There is a particular scene where he turned scary with murderous intent when Takeshi hinted indirectly that he might be involved in the case. Takeshi, as an alcoholic detective, can always be depended on turning in a good performance. In any case, one can’t really criticise his performance since he always look good in the movies he acts.
This movie explores the theme of revenge and if it really brings satisfaction to those seeking it. With the sad turn of events in the film, it appears that sometimes, it’s better to forgive and forget.
I find that this movie is really good, as both the lead actors are really in their elements here. The supporting cast also puts in a credible performance, especially Chapman To, who can always be counted on draw out the laughers. There is this particular line in the movie that I like personally: "知道为什么酒好喝吗？因为它很难喝…"
Curse of the Golden Flower
Caught this film at Vivo City with Joseph after accompanying him for his TV shopping trip.
Starring Chow Yun Fatt, Gong Li and Jay Chou, this movie is set in the Later Tang Dynasty, during the chaotic 5 Dynasties, 10 Kingdoms period in ancient China. The movie is adapted from Cao Yu’s famous play Thunderstorm (雷雨). All I can say is that the royal family is the most dysfunctional family that I have seen. Chow Yun Fatt, who plays the strict and manipulative emperor, is absolutely superb. Gong Li as the long suffering empress is also quite sick somewhat considering that she had an affair with her stepson, who is the emperor’s first born child by another woman. The Crown Prince, being disgusted by the affair with his step mum, finds true love with the Imperial Doctor’s daughter, who incidentally is the daughter of the Emperor’s first wife, who didn’t die after being put in prison by the Emperor in his pursuit of power, but was saved by the Imperial doctor and married him, which means, the Crown Prince and the daughter are step siblings!! Whew.. that was a mouthful…
Anyway, as this is a Zhang Yimou movie, strong colours are always expected to play a strong part in the movie, and it didn’t disappoint in this aspect. The settings are marvellous and the costumes are a marvel to look at (although the amount of breasts power in the film was a little too much to stomach, even for a normal man like me).
I left the theatre feeling quite sad, as the movie is quite tragic and the ending music is also quite touching. This is a really really good film and an absolute must-see for anyone out there.
It is quite rare for me to be seeing 2 Chinese movies within a short period of time, but I am glad that I’ve managed to catch these 2 good movies!
Thursday, December 28, 2006
take that- patience
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txtq29e7KQo
Just have a little, patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
But any minute all the pain will stop,
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight, dont be too hard on my emotions
(Chorus) Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb, has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,
I really wanna start over again,
I know you wanna be my salvation,
The one that I can always depend,
I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience yeah,
Have a little patience, Yeah
Cause this scar runs so deep,
It's been hard,
But I have to believe,
Have a little patience,
Have a little patience,
wooh
Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try, and have a little patience,
Have a little patience,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little... Patience
Just have a little, patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
But any minute all the pain will stop,
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight, dont be too hard on my emotions
(Chorus) Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb, has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,
I really wanna start over again,
I know you wanna be my salvation,
The one that I can always depend,
I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience yeah,
Have a little patience, Yeah
Cause this scar runs so deep,
It's been hard,
But I have to believe,
Have a little patience,
Have a little patience,
wooh
Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try, and have a little patience,
Have a little patience,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little... Patience
reflections...
reflecting upon the last few weeks...
feel that I've really let her down.....
i'm sorry.....
feel that I've really let her down.....
i'm sorry.....
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Where am I so bothered abut his comments? I know that it is constructive criticism and that only a true friend like him would say things like that. But I am still pretty affected...
Got me thinking about several stuff...
Am I a good son to them..?
Had I been a good boyfriend to her?
Have I been a good friend to them?
Have I been a good brother to them?
Have I been a good uncle to them?
Have I been a good grandson to her??
I have fucked up in my studies... and I am still fucking up my studies..
I've fucked up in being a son... I'm coming to 25 soon.. and I'm still depending on them...
I've fucked up in my relationships....
I've fucked up as a friend...
Why is it that I am so apathetic in my apporach towards matters...
why is it that I am be so detached...
How is it that I can find it in my heart not to take her back even though she has given me countless chances in the past??
How is it that I can just treat my family for granted...
How is it that I don't really showm uch thoughts towards my friends...
shucks..... stop wallowing in pathetic self-pity.......
do something about it...
and you have been saying that for the past few few years....
and you still have not done anything...
you're just a pathetic little piece of shit...
Got me thinking about several stuff...
Am I a good son to them..?
Had I been a good boyfriend to her?
Have I been a good friend to them?
Have I been a good brother to them?
Have I been a good uncle to them?
Have I been a good grandson to her??
I have fucked up in my studies... and I am still fucking up my studies..
I've fucked up in being a son... I'm coming to 25 soon.. and I'm still depending on them...
I've fucked up in my relationships....
I've fucked up as a friend...
Why is it that I am so apathetic in my apporach towards matters...
why is it that I am be so detached...
How is it that I can find it in my heart not to take her back even though she has given me countless chances in the past??
How is it that I can just treat my family for granted...
How is it that I don't really showm uch thoughts towards my friends...
shucks..... stop wallowing in pathetic self-pity.......
do something about it...
and you have been saying that for the past few few years....
and you still have not done anything...
you're just a pathetic little piece of shit...
Monday, December 25, 2006
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Eating Binge
At the rate of consumption that I am going at currently, I am gonna accumulate lots and lots of calories, cholestrols and fats. I have been on an eating binge since last Friday lah
Friday: Went to Vivo City and ate quite a lot of stuff at Food Reuplic. Conclusion: The food there is really overpriced and not that worth it. A small cup of soy bean milk costs $1.50!!!
Saturday: Went for cousin's church wedding in the morning and had buffet lunch there. Being typical Singaporeans, I went for a few servings of food. At night, it was the wedding dinner, and as usual, there were like 10 dishes that were served. I was bloody bloated by the time desert came, but I still managed to finished up 2 bowls of it.
Sunday: June invited a bunch of us to her house for a pre-Christmas dinner gathering. She and her mum prepared a number of dishes which were pretty good and rich, especially the Oreo cheese cake. As usual, bloated at the end of the day.
Monday: Acocmpanied Joseph and sylvia to JB for makan and the ..erm.. "sourcing" for movies. We went to the usual Bak Ku Teh store and ordered a number of dishes and a pot of Chinese tea to go with it. It was really a pleasure to be eating such hot stuff when it was raining caaats and dogs at that time. Shiok!!
Tuesday: Met Kristy for a little bit of Christmas shopping and dinner. Bought a couple of stuff for KL, and a Red Power ranger SPD for KJ!! Think they will love the pressies!! Oh, and we had ramen at Ajisen after the shopping was done. The volcano ramen really didwonders for my running nose!!
Wednesday: Celebrated Grandma's 95th birthday at a Chinese restuarant located in a country lcub at Chua Chu Kang. Oh man, the servings were enormous lah. Ate and ate and ate and ate and ate. Poor Rina accidently drank a soup which contained pork unknowingly and she was very upset when she found out about it. Luckily, she seemed ok after a while. After the dinner, we proceeded home for the birthday cake. It was the Secret Recipe Chocolate Banana cake!! Damm bloody rich, creamy and fatenning, but oh so heavenly too!! Ate 2 large slices of it!! Muahahaha!!!!! Damm... think better go running later....
Friday: Went to Vivo City and ate quite a lot of stuff at Food Reuplic. Conclusion: The food there is really overpriced and not that worth it. A small cup of soy bean milk costs $1.50!!!
Saturday: Went for cousin's church wedding in the morning and had buffet lunch there. Being typical Singaporeans, I went for a few servings of food. At night, it was the wedding dinner, and as usual, there were like 10 dishes that were served. I was bloody bloated by the time desert came, but I still managed to finished up 2 bowls of it.
Sunday: June invited a bunch of us to her house for a pre-Christmas dinner gathering. She and her mum prepared a number of dishes which were pretty good and rich, especially the Oreo cheese cake. As usual, bloated at the end of the day.
Monday: Acocmpanied Joseph and sylvia to JB for makan and the ..erm.. "sourcing" for movies. We went to the usual Bak Ku Teh store and ordered a number of dishes and a pot of Chinese tea to go with it. It was really a pleasure to be eating such hot stuff when it was raining caaats and dogs at that time. Shiok!!
Tuesday: Met Kristy for a little bit of Christmas shopping and dinner. Bought a couple of stuff for KL, and a Red Power ranger SPD for KJ!! Think they will love the pressies!! Oh, and we had ramen at Ajisen after the shopping was done. The volcano ramen really didwonders for my running nose!!
Wednesday: Celebrated Grandma's 95th birthday at a Chinese restuarant located in a country lcub at Chua Chu Kang. Oh man, the servings were enormous lah. Ate and ate and ate and ate and ate. Poor Rina accidently drank a soup which contained pork unknowingly and she was very upset when she found out about it. Luckily, she seemed ok after a while. After the dinner, we proceeded home for the birthday cake. It was the Secret Recipe Chocolate Banana cake!! Damm bloody rich, creamy and fatenning, but oh so heavenly too!! Ate 2 large slices of it!! Muahahaha!!!!! Damm... think better go running later....
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Saturday, December 16, 2006
went to watched The Holiday earlier on at Vivo city. It is a romantic comedy starring Kate Winslet, Jude Law, Jack Black and Cameron Diaz. It's not a bad show and I would reccomend it for couples to watch.
Oh, thank you once again for the Gold Class treat. It is really a new experience and I enjoyed it very much!
Thanks!!
Oh, thank you once again for the Gold Class treat. It is really a new experience and I enjoyed it very much!
Thanks!!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Wants of te moment:
GAP skinny jeans- damm nice
GAP white shirt: Minimalist at its best
Topman cardigan: Preppy look
Striped shirt with 2 breast pockets: something different
Adidas vintage sneakers: Favourite shoes of the moment now
Simple white and black T-shirt: Simple and nice
Queen Couture vintage T-shirt: Love the designs
Black Stussy T-shirts: Catering to the hip hop wannabe side of me
Stussy cap: As above
GAP skinny jeans- damm nice
GAP white shirt: Minimalist at its best
Topman cardigan: Preppy look
Striped shirt with 2 breast pockets: something different
Adidas vintage sneakers: Favourite shoes of the moment now
Simple white and black T-shirt: Simple and nice
Queen Couture vintage T-shirt: Love the designs
Black Stussy T-shirts: Catering to the hip hop wannabe side of me
Stussy cap: As above
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Friday, December 01, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
what is this strange feeling that i have...
after seeing you...
this feeling of sadness...
of ...regret....
stirring within of me...
when i met you....
what is this feeling....
this funny feeling...
that I had....
while watching you ......
why does my heart feel this way....
this feeling of "what could have been..."
of "what ifs" and "if only..."
my heart broke when I heard "I miss Kj..."
because I know.... that...
...never mind.....
why am I feeling this way....
after seeing you...
this feeling of sadness...
of ...regret....
stirring within of me...
when i met you....
what is this feeling....
this funny feeling...
that I had....
while watching you ......
why does my heart feel this way....
this feeling of "what could have been..."
of "what ifs" and "if only..."
my heart broke when I heard "I miss Kj..."
because I know.... that...
...never mind.....
why am I feeling this way....
Monday, November 20, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Thursday, November 09, 2006
if you really want to know...
yes, i do miss you at times... and i do think abt you and the wonderful times we had...
if you really wish to know...
yes, there's still hurt inside of me.... especially when I think back on that day when i cried hugging you, and when I take a long look at the toys before I go to sleep...
if you really need to know,
yes, it was a big deal for me, trying to get over you... buying a pack of sticks the first thing I left your office, to get over it...
but..
as i said mention below, i am very emotionally detched...
and furthermore, my studies, my school work, my friends, my family, my social activities,
they help me heal my wounds.
they help me to get over stuff.
i guess i am not the same old me, when i get sad and depressed for a long period of time after a breakup...
maybe its because i'm older
maybe its because i want to concentrate on my school.
maybe its because i'm beginning to enjoy my singlehood....
why did I accept your decision?
it's because I thought that it might not be a bad thing, for us to be apart, to see what we really want...
Cause I could also feel that things were not going well between us...
Cause I did not want to be your hurdle....
cause that's what I really felt...
If you make a decision like this, then i'll just accept it.
i'm not like other guys,
I wun resist, I wun fight...
if you feel that its better for us, then I give you my blessings and walk away..
maybe its only in this aspect that I am abit similar to your ex... where we'll just accept your choice...
don't compare me with other guys, please...
you know what type of person I am...
I am me, so please just accept me for who I am...
and seriously, i am much happier, being me for what I am...
so yes, I do miss you and i do think abt you...
but i guess its not as much as i thought that it will be...
I know this will cause you pain and tears...
I'm sorry again, for I know I'll make you cry again...
I never intended to bring my inner thoughts out like this...
but if you really wish to know....
yes, i do miss you at times... and i do think abt you and the wonderful times we had...
if you really wish to know...
yes, there's still hurt inside of me.... especially when I think back on that day when i cried hugging you, and when I take a long look at the toys before I go to sleep...
if you really need to know,
yes, it was a big deal for me, trying to get over you... buying a pack of sticks the first thing I left your office, to get over it...
but..
as i said mention below, i am very emotionally detched...
and furthermore, my studies, my school work, my friends, my family, my social activities,
they help me heal my wounds.
they help me to get over stuff.
i guess i am not the same old me, when i get sad and depressed for a long period of time after a breakup...
maybe its because i'm older
maybe its because i want to concentrate on my school.
maybe its because i'm beginning to enjoy my singlehood....
why did I accept your decision?
it's because I thought that it might not be a bad thing, for us to be apart, to see what we really want...
Cause I could also feel that things were not going well between us...
Cause I did not want to be your hurdle....
cause that's what I really felt...
If you make a decision like this, then i'll just accept it.
i'm not like other guys,
I wun resist, I wun fight...
if you feel that its better for us, then I give you my blessings and walk away..
maybe its only in this aspect that I am abit similar to your ex... where we'll just accept your choice...
don't compare me with other guys, please...
you know what type of person I am...
I am me, so please just accept me for who I am...
and seriously, i am much happier, being me for what I am...
so yes, I do miss you and i do think abt you...
but i guess its not as much as i thought that it will be...
I know this will cause you pain and tears...
I'm sorry again, for I know I'll make you cry again...
I never intended to bring my inner thoughts out like this...
but if you really wish to know....
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Polyclinic trip
Reached home at 6++ and concussed on the bed, only to wake up at ard 9 in the morning,shivering all over....
Damm... its the return of...
FEVER KID!!!!!
Think i caught a cold while I was sleeping. A major factor of my illness would be my dearest mum, who took my blanket away to sun, while leaving me all open, "enjoying" the cold wind being blown from the fan.
Wanted to just take a shower and pop some pills before heading to bed, but Mum asked me to go and visit the doctor at the polyclinic.
So off I went, shivering all over.
When I reached the place, I was like "OMBFG!!!" It was damm bloody packed lah!!!
LEt me see... I pre-registered at abt 940am.... REGISTERED at 1030am.... waited for 2 hours plus to see the doctor....and waited for another 20 min to collect the medicine...
Fuck, i think if I was having a heart attack or something, I would have died 10 times and I would still have to carry on waiting...
And the most infuriating thing is that when it was finally my bloody turn to see the doctor, the doctor took only about 5 min to assess me and she was done.
I was like :"WTFH.... I waited for 3 hrs ++ only to get a session that lasted that short??? Not a very good investment choice..."
Painful lesson learnt: I will never ever ever ever go to the polyclinic on a Saturday anymore.
Damm... its the return of...
FEVER KID!!!!!
Think i caught a cold while I was sleeping. A major factor of my illness would be my dearest mum, who took my blanket away to sun, while leaving me all open, "enjoying" the cold wind being blown from the fan.
Wanted to just take a shower and pop some pills before heading to bed, but Mum asked me to go and visit the doctor at the polyclinic.
So off I went, shivering all over.
When I reached the place, I was like "OMBFG!!!" It was damm bloody packed lah!!!
LEt me see... I pre-registered at abt 940am.... REGISTERED at 1030am.... waited for 2 hours plus to see the doctor....and waited for another 20 min to collect the medicine...
Fuck, i think if I was having a heart attack or something, I would have died 10 times and I would still have to carry on waiting...
And the most infuriating thing is that when it was finally my bloody turn to see the doctor, the doctor took only about 5 min to assess me and she was done.
I was like :"WTFH.... I waited for 3 hrs ++ only to get a session that lasted that short??? Not a very good investment choice..."
Painful lesson learnt: I will never ever ever ever go to the polyclinic on a Saturday anymore.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Even after all these years, this song never fails to help me to get over the sadness....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BtUGh1khOeE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BtUGh1khOeE
Monday, October 30, 2006
Sexy Back
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMlvqeISfIk
Verse 1]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys don't know how to act
I think you're special whats behind your back
So turn around and ill pick up the slack.
Take em' to the bridge
[Bridge]
Dirty babe
You see these shackles
Baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way
Take em' to the chorus
[Chorus]
Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you're working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
[X6]
Get your sexy on
[Verse 2]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys don't know how to act
Come let me make up for the things you lack
Cause your burning up
I gotta get it fast
Take em' to the bridge
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys watch while I attack
If that's your girl you better watch your back
Cause she'll burn it up for me and that's a fact
Take em' to the chorus
[Chorus]
Verse 1]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys don't know how to act
I think you're special whats behind your back
So turn around and ill pick up the slack.
Take em' to the bridge
[Bridge]
Dirty babe
You see these shackles
Baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way
Take em' to the chorus
[Chorus]
Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you're working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
[X6]
Get your sexy on
[Verse 2]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys don't know how to act
Come let me make up for the things you lack
Cause your burning up
I gotta get it fast
Take em' to the bridge
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I'm bringing sexy back
Them other boys watch while I attack
If that's your girl you better watch your back
Cause she'll burn it up for me and that's a fact
Take em' to the chorus
[Chorus]
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
Ang Moh speaking Singlish, Thai Commercials and NTU funny lecturer!!
these clips are great!!
Caucasian kid speaking Singlish:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxIJ9swGFUQ&eurl=
Thai commercial:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-QA3-wT2k4&eurl=
NTU funny lecturer:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOqXlbWf9Io
Jap Burger King commerical:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1-qoOKUy4w&mode=related&search=
Jap irritating commercial:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AR-Iz1fts5M&mode=related&search=
Caucasian kid speaking Singlish:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxIJ9swGFUQ&eurl=
Thai commercial:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-QA3-wT2k4&eurl=
NTU funny lecturer:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOqXlbWf9Io
Jap Burger King commerical:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1-qoOKUy4w&mode=related&search=
Jap irritating commercial:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AR-Iz1fts5M&mode=related&search=
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Caught 2 movies over the past week. The first show was "The Departed" and the other was "Little Miss Sunshine"
Infernal Affairs is one of my favourite movie, thus when The Departed came out, I knew I had to go watch it, since it is a remake of the earlier. Jack Nicholson is really awesome in the show. As Frank Costello, the Irish mob boss, he terrifies everyone in the show. 1 particular scene I remember is when he was interogating Leonardo di Caprio to find out if he is the mole in the gang. I think he should be getting an Oscar for his efforts.
Overall, the film is good, but I preferred the Hong Kong version. The Hong Kong version is more stylised and the acting is more "distributed" among the actors.
I had no idea what I was getting into before watching Little Miss Sunshine. I had never heard of the show before and thus, I did not know what to expect. However, at the end of the show, there was no regret at all, as I throughly enjoyed myself. This show is about a family who takes on a road trip during the wekeend, so as to send the youngest daughter fro a beauty contest. It shows how the family got closer together over the forced weekend spent in the yellow Volkswagen van,which always breaks down. The whole theatre burst out in laughter hwenever the family has to push the van and run to hop on to it as the van is moving. Little Miss Sunshine is those type of feel good movies and I must say, I really felt better after watching it.
Infernal Affairs is one of my favourite movie, thus when The Departed came out, I knew I had to go watch it, since it is a remake of the earlier. Jack Nicholson is really awesome in the show. As Frank Costello, the Irish mob boss, he terrifies everyone in the show. 1 particular scene I remember is when he was interogating Leonardo di Caprio to find out if he is the mole in the gang. I think he should be getting an Oscar for his efforts.
Overall, the film is good, but I preferred the Hong Kong version. The Hong Kong version is more stylised and the acting is more "distributed" among the actors.
I had no idea what I was getting into before watching Little Miss Sunshine. I had never heard of the show before and thus, I did not know what to expect. However, at the end of the show, there was no regret at all, as I throughly enjoyed myself. This show is about a family who takes on a road trip during the wekeend, so as to send the youngest daughter fro a beauty contest. It shows how the family got closer together over the forced weekend spent in the yellow Volkswagen van,which always breaks down. The whole theatre burst out in laughter hwenever the family has to push the van and run to hop on to it as the van is moving. Little Miss Sunshine is those type of feel good movies and I must say, I really felt better after watching it.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
been watching dvds to keep myself occupied nowadays.
here's the ones that I have watched so far:
Sin City:
This movie is adopted from the cult comic from Frank Miller and is divided into 3 stories. The whole movie is mostly in black and white, and is shot in a highly stylish way. I love the cool lines and the bloodbath. Of course, the babes certainly play a big part as well (Jessica Alba!!).
The Godfather:
I have heard so much about this movie that I just have to get this. And based on what I have seen (I had seen about 4/5 of the show), it really is an excellant show. The story of the Corleone family is great! Marlon Brando and Al Paicino really excels in their role of Vito Corleone and Micheal Corleone respectively.
Batman Begins:
Batman has always been my favourite supehero. This move, which explores its beginning had me quite excited when it came out, but alas, I didn't have the chance to see it on screen. So finally, I've gotten the chance to see it! Christian Bale gives a really good performance as Batman/Bruce Wayne. And the Batmobile really kick some asses!! But I must admit, I was expecting a little abit more. Well, at least the ending is very juciy, in that it is strongly hinted that the joker will be appearing in the next sequel!! Looking forward to it!!
here's the ones that I have watched so far:
Sin City:
This movie is adopted from the cult comic from Frank Miller and is divided into 3 stories. The whole movie is mostly in black and white, and is shot in a highly stylish way. I love the cool lines and the bloodbath. Of course, the babes certainly play a big part as well (Jessica Alba!!).
The Godfather:
I have heard so much about this movie that I just have to get this. And based on what I have seen (I had seen about 4/5 of the show), it really is an excellant show. The story of the Corleone family is great! Marlon Brando and Al Paicino really excels in their role of Vito Corleone and Micheal Corleone respectively.
Batman Begins:
Batman has always been my favourite supehero. This move, which explores its beginning had me quite excited when it came out, but alas, I didn't have the chance to see it on screen. So finally, I've gotten the chance to see it! Christian Bale gives a really good performance as Batman/Bruce Wayne. And the Batmobile really kick some asses!! But I must admit, I was expecting a little abit more. Well, at least the ending is very juciy, in that it is strongly hinted that the joker will be appearing in the next sequel!! Looking forward to it!!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
End...of a dance...
The boy met the girl,
and asked her for a dance.
The girl agreed,
and both of them started to dance.
As the dance started,
everything was perfect.
the chemistry, the feelings, the mood,
everything.
the boy thought that,
finally, here is someone who can be my dance partner,
for life...
everything just fell into place...perfectly...
but...
as the dance went on...
it seems... that there were steps and moves...
that both parties couldn't coordinate..
and it was getting difficult... to keep up to the girl...
the longer the dance... the harder it was....
though the boy still enjoyed the dance...
but the girl... wanted to move on...
and so when the music ceased...
the girl moved on to another stage...another dancefloor...
and the boy... just stood and watched her go...
and so it goes....
the dance comes ...to...an ....end....
and asked her for a dance.
The girl agreed,
and both of them started to dance.
As the dance started,
everything was perfect.
the chemistry, the feelings, the mood,
everything.
the boy thought that,
finally, here is someone who can be my dance partner,
for life...
everything just fell into place...perfectly...
but...
as the dance went on...
it seems... that there were steps and moves...
that both parties couldn't coordinate..
and it was getting difficult... to keep up to the girl...
the longer the dance... the harder it was....
though the boy still enjoyed the dance...
but the girl... wanted to move on...
and so when the music ceased...
the girl moved on to another stage...another dancefloor...
and the boy... just stood and watched her go...
and so it goes....
the dance comes ...to...an ....end....
my whiney, bitching post
been staying back late to study... damm tiring lah...but what to do, got so much more stuff to cover!!
so litttle time, so much to do!!
so litttle time, so much to do!!
Friday, October 06, 2006
An uneventful life….. Is this what I have been living so far? Thinking back on my 24 years of existence, is it really that hard to recall any particular event that instantly brings a smile to my face, or a long sigh from my mouth? Milestones… hmm…..well, I do have a lot of memories, but milestones....
I guess the first thing that I have ever achieved is clearing the swimming test when I was in Pri 4 or 5.I recall that we had to swim probably 30 to 40 laps and swim a similar amount of laps while wearing pyjamas. Hmm…. But the memory is quite hazy… think it happened too long ago….. Since the memory is hazy, is it still considered a milestone?
And other stuff too that happened to me, which I felt was quite memorable, like going to getting much better than expected grades for my Os, going to poly (which I have taken a lot of flak for, but didn’t really regretted that much), enjoying my secondary school days, performing at NDP, SYF, getting an IPPT gold after failing the fitness test previously when I just got enlisted, the overseas trip with my pals…
Of course there were also the unpleasant ones, like the break-ups, the time when I broke down in army, Hazel’s demise, some silly stuff at work, doing badly for my exams in poly…
All of these are memories that I hold dear to me… but are they considered milestones that I have achieved in my life? What really constitutes a milestone? According to KGDD, milestones are important stages in one’s life that, no matter good or bad. Hmm… so have I reached any milestones in my life in that case?
Well, actually to me, what is important to me is that I have those memories that I have locked up inside of me, and that these memories, will stay with me for the rest of my life. They may not seem to be significant, but to me, they are important.
But looking back, I must admit that I have pretty much been drifting along most of the time. Sometimes, I will find myself floating towards a certain point, only to float elsewhere after a while. So now, I must really set some targets for myself and work towards getting them:
1- The most immediate target is to get a good degree by the time I graduate. Which means, study, study study!!!
2- To accomplish some stuff while schooling. Right now, I’m joining a club, but I have not been to their meetings yet. They are currently on some project, but will need to get to know more details first.
3- To get into a top investment bank after graduation. It will not be easy, but I have to work hard towards this.
4- Establish my career within 4 years of graduation. This means being ahead of my peers in terms of accomplishment in work.
So right now, my aim at this point is to really concentrate on school and on my work.
I guess the first thing that I have ever achieved is clearing the swimming test when I was in Pri 4 or 5.I recall that we had to swim probably 30 to 40 laps and swim a similar amount of laps while wearing pyjamas. Hmm…. But the memory is quite hazy… think it happened too long ago….. Since the memory is hazy, is it still considered a milestone?
And other stuff too that happened to me, which I felt was quite memorable, like going to getting much better than expected grades for my Os, going to poly (which I have taken a lot of flak for, but didn’t really regretted that much), enjoying my secondary school days, performing at NDP, SYF, getting an IPPT gold after failing the fitness test previously when I just got enlisted, the overseas trip with my pals…
Of course there were also the unpleasant ones, like the break-ups, the time when I broke down in army, Hazel’s demise, some silly stuff at work, doing badly for my exams in poly…
All of these are memories that I hold dear to me… but are they considered milestones that I have achieved in my life? What really constitutes a milestone? According to KGDD, milestones are important stages in one’s life that, no matter good or bad. Hmm… so have I reached any milestones in my life in that case?
Well, actually to me, what is important to me is that I have those memories that I have locked up inside of me, and that these memories, will stay with me for the rest of my life. They may not seem to be significant, but to me, they are important.
But looking back, I must admit that I have pretty much been drifting along most of the time. Sometimes, I will find myself floating towards a certain point, only to float elsewhere after a while. So now, I must really set some targets for myself and work towards getting them:
1- The most immediate target is to get a good degree by the time I graduate. Which means, study, study study!!!
2- To accomplish some stuff while schooling. Right now, I’m joining a club, but I have not been to their meetings yet. They are currently on some project, but will need to get to know more details first.
3- To get into a top investment bank after graduation. It will not be easy, but I have to work hard towards this.
4- Establish my career within 4 years of graduation. This means being ahead of my peers in terms of accomplishment in work.
So right now, my aim at this point is to really concentrate on school and on my work.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
lousy attempt at being a poet
night's quiet,
warm and humid.
dark outside,
stars shining brightly.
peace at home
tranquilty's so fine.
sleep on bed,
filled with dreams.
candles flickering,
wax melting.
typing all so slowly,
understanding what's been happening.
night,
peaceful night.
warm and humid.
dark outside,
stars shining brightly.
peace at home
tranquilty's so fine.
sleep on bed,
filled with dreams.
candles flickering,
wax melting.
typing all so slowly,
understanding what's been happening.
night,
peaceful night.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Today was Jenn's wedding, and being the Chinese Emcee ( yes...Chinese emcee...), I had to be there earlier for briefing. I could really tell that the gals were super exhausted from their Jie Mei activities earlier, cept for Joyce who is like a hyper active bunny with braces.
Rehearsed the script with my fellow emcee and did some last minute scribbling on speech cards, cause apparently they were going to sabo the unsuspecting couple onstage. Man, my Chinese writing really sucks lah. Can't even write simple words like 鸡蛋 or 解释!! And to think that I am the Chinese Emcee. Ha!!
Anyway, was abit nervous before the thing started, as this is my first time hosting a wedding, so there was a bit of stage fright. Luckily, due to my not so awesome experinces dancing onstage, I was still pretty ok when delivering the speech, although I felt that my voice was trembling abit. It got easier as I spoke more in my Jiat Kang Tan accent. However, during the toasting session, after I had counted to 3 for the people to start shouting "Yum Seng", I nearly fainted cause there wasn't anyone who was shouting. So I had to use the mike and get the ball rolling, although I got comments that I seemed abit enthusiastic about toasting the couple!
All, in all, in my awesome suit, and my awesome Jiat Kang Tan accent, I managed to pass through the whole event as a Chinese Emcee without any hiccups... Thus, from now onwards, I shall be known as Chinese Emcee Cheong!
Maybe I should do this more often...... NAH!!!!
Rehearsed the script with my fellow emcee and did some last minute scribbling on speech cards, cause apparently they were going to sabo the unsuspecting couple onstage. Man, my Chinese writing really sucks lah. Can't even write simple words like 鸡蛋 or 解释!! And to think that I am the Chinese Emcee. Ha!!
Anyway, was abit nervous before the thing started, as this is my first time hosting a wedding, so there was a bit of stage fright. Luckily, due to my not so awesome experinces dancing onstage, I was still pretty ok when delivering the speech, although I felt that my voice was trembling abit. It got easier as I spoke more in my Jiat Kang Tan accent. However, during the toasting session, after I had counted to 3 for the people to start shouting "Yum Seng", I nearly fainted cause there wasn't anyone who was shouting. So I had to use the mike and get the ball rolling, although I got comments that I seemed abit enthusiastic about toasting the couple!
All, in all, in my awesome suit, and my awesome Jiat Kang Tan accent, I managed to pass through the whole event as a Chinese Emcee without any hiccups... Thus, from now onwards, I shall be known as Chinese Emcee Cheong!
Maybe I should do this more often...... NAH!!!!
The haze is back!! And it's been causing me to have persistent coughing fits all the time. Damm it, the haze is so bad that I can smell the burning smell in the air as well. Can't even go out and jog cause I'm afraid that I might just collaspe halfway because of suffocation from the haze. I think I shall be staying indoors more often these few days... Now I understand why expatriates are leaving Hong Kong because of the horrendous air quality there. It really sucks to be coughing and feeling breathless all the time. Imagine it happening to kids....
On the plus side, which is totally irrelevant, at least Spore resembles Genting Highland in some ways now, because of the hazy atmosphere!!
Haha...awesome lame joke....
On the plus side, which is totally irrelevant, at least Spore resembles Genting Highland in some ways now, because of the hazy atmosphere!!
Haha...awesome lame joke....
Friday, September 22, 2006
taking stock of my school life so far....
Marketing: Memorywork, meomorywork, memorywork!! and the lecturer talks in a funny accent.
Marcoecons: Help!!
Banking and Finance: I like the subject, but the lecturer is boring
Principles of Accounting: I like the lecturer, very mothery feeling, but its like revision to me!
Friends: I can count them with 1 hand
Revision: Not progessing as I had envisioned so far
Food: Cheap, cheap cheap!!
Air-conditioning: Its like being in the North Pole while attending lectures
Overall rating of school so far: 6/10
Marketing: Memorywork, meomorywork, memorywork!! and the lecturer talks in a funny accent.
Marcoecons: Help!!
Banking and Finance: I like the subject, but the lecturer is boring
Principles of Accounting: I like the lecturer, very mothery feeling, but its like revision to me!
Friends: I can count them with 1 hand
Revision: Not progessing as I had envisioned so far
Food: Cheap, cheap cheap!!
Air-conditioning: Its like being in the North Pole while attending lectures
Overall rating of school so far: 6/10
talk what you feel like saying,
talk what's on your mind
talk at the risk of hurting someone,
talk at the point of time....
or ...
think before you talk
think of the person before you talk
think of the consequences before you talk
think of the feelings before you talk...
talk the talk, walk the walk
what the hell, am I writing about?
talk what's on your mind
talk at the risk of hurting someone,
talk at the point of time....
or ...
think before you talk
think of the person before you talk
think of the consequences before you talk
think of the feelings before you talk...
talk the talk, walk the walk
what the hell, am I writing about?
Friday, September 15, 2006
Looking out of the window,
looking at the storm.
Feels like a reflection,
of the tempest deep within of me.
Raindrops falling from the sky,
just like the pieces of the shattered heart.
Dark clouds forming above,
just like angst in my mind.
Rain, rain, go away
come again another day.
Don't remain within me
and make me weak all over.
Words cut and pierce,
they are just like heartless spears.
they really do....
cut and pierce....
looking at the storm.
Feels like a reflection,
of the tempest deep within of me.
Raindrops falling from the sky,
just like the pieces of the shattered heart.
Dark clouds forming above,
just like angst in my mind.
Rain, rain, go away
come again another day.
Don't remain within me
and make me weak all over.
Words cut and pierce,
they are just like heartless spears.
they really do....
cut and pierce....
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Monday, September 11, 2006
All my life, where I have been sheltered... a lot of stuff… I have not faced it myself… all along…
Perhaps that’s why…. When it comes to problems... I have never been truly able to face up to them…
It’s really nobody’s fault that I’ve a character of a small mouse…
Who hides up and curls up in its own little warm hole…whenever a problem appears..
Maybe it’s because I’m still a greenhorn when it comes to dealing with a relationship..
But how can that be an excuse when she has told me so many, many, many times already…
How can that be a valid reason when chances, after chances, after chances have been given to me…
The tears in her eyes….. the weariness in her tone….the jaded feeling in her……
It hurts me… to see her like that….…
But to her….it hurts even more…. Not to be able to receive….what she deserves…..
I ask myself all the time….. do I deserve someone like her….. but after all these….. I am starting to question myself… whether she deserves someone like me in the first place….
回想一下，可能从一开始，我们这个路程的出发点就不应该是这样开始的…..
If there is anything that I want….I just want her to be happy…..
You know you have to do something….
But what…
Think…think…think….
If I don’t want to lose her…
Just…think….
Perhaps that’s why…. When it comes to problems... I have never been truly able to face up to them…
It’s really nobody’s fault that I’ve a character of a small mouse…
Who hides up and curls up in its own little warm hole…whenever a problem appears..
Maybe it’s because I’m still a greenhorn when it comes to dealing with a relationship..
But how can that be an excuse when she has told me so many, many, many times already…
How can that be a valid reason when chances, after chances, after chances have been given to me…
The tears in her eyes….. the weariness in her tone….the jaded feeling in her……
It hurts me… to see her like that….…
But to her….it hurts even more…. Not to be able to receive….what she deserves…..
I ask myself all the time….. do I deserve someone like her….. but after all these….. I am starting to question myself… whether she deserves someone like me in the first place….
回想一下，可能从一开始，我们这个路程的出发点就不应该是这样开始的…..
If there is anything that I want….I just want her to be happy…..
You know you have to do something….
But what…
Think…think…think….
If I don’t want to lose her…
Just…think….
do i even deserve her.....?
do i have this right..?
maybe the cage should just open.. so that the bird can be free... free of the cage... that's constraining....
...and the bird can fly... away to the horizon... where the sunset is captivating... where there's blooming fields....
..where everything... is...so...much.....better...
do i have this right..?
maybe the cage should just open.. so that the bird can be free... free of the cage... that's constraining....
...and the bird can fly... away to the horizon... where the sunset is captivating... where there's blooming fields....
..where everything... is...so...much.....better...
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Curiousity saves the cat..
I was just browsing a book in the Popular bookshop in JB, while waiting for mum, when I chanced upon the following concept, which I found it to be pretty true to an extent :
A factor in keeping a relationship going strong, regardless if its in the early stages, or it has been going on for years, is that both parties must continuously be curious about each other.
If both parties are in a state of curiousity with each other, even though if one party is more knowledgeable than the other, at least they are able to hold meaningful and intellectual conversations. Similarly, if both parties are not curious about each other in a relationship, they will gradually lose interest in each other.
Interesting concept...
A factor in keeping a relationship going strong, regardless if its in the early stages, or it has been going on for years, is that both parties must continuously be curious about each other.
If both parties are in a state of curiousity with each other, even though if one party is more knowledgeable than the other, at least they are able to hold meaningful and intellectual conversations. Similarly, if both parties are not curious about each other in a relationship, they will gradually lose interest in each other.
Interesting concept...
Saturday, September 02, 2006
bo liao posts
i like to
1- watch movie
2- stay home to rot
3- spend time with the kids
4- hang out at kopitiams
5- read a book at libary
6- watch people while having a cup of kopi
7- listen to music all day
8- go excerise and get the highness after doing them
9- sleep and more sleep
10- watch dvds at home
1- watch movie
2- stay home to rot
3- spend time with the kids
4- hang out at kopitiams
5- read a book at libary
6- watch people while having a cup of kopi
7- listen to music all day
8- go excerise and get the highness after doing them
9- sleep and more sleep
10- watch dvds at home
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