its so god dammunfair.... how can this happen.... of all people.... it's just not right......
received a phonecall from my mum....was stunned when i heard that....tears....juz came to me.... and i had to strugle...to keep my composure...and left the office...tried to tell her abt it...but juz couldn't find the words without my eyes turning red.... even while juz typing the sms...my tears juz dropped....
reached the hospital....saw fred... could tell he was too shell shocked.... while sitting there, waiting to see wy.... i juz cried....silently letting the drops fall......and when he saw his mum...he juz broke.... and i broke too......
when i went into the room.... when i saw her.... i just borke even further.... i juz couldn't control myself..... i have never seen her like this....in my whole life... lying there...with that shattered look, and those reds eyes...and that face....oh my god.... i juz couldn't handle it.....
i felt useless.....that i can't do anything....for her.... all i could do was....to hold her hands....and wiped her teras....her neverending flow of tears....
went back with freed to collect her stuff.... when he reached the house....he broke again..... when he saw the room....it...was.....
...juz hearing his voice wants to make me cry....
juz thinking abt it....
the doc did a scan...seein litle hazel... the image.... unbearable...
i can't blog anymore about this...
why must this happen to her of all pople....why????
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