i feel confused... have i really changed after getting together with her?
why have most of them say that?
changed... in what ways?
my actions have been disppointing??
i should be more sensitive???
perhaps.... i have let them down....
maybe they needed me to listen, to be there for them... and i have not been able to do so...
..to fulfil this basic requirement of a friend...
haizz..
it's.... really quite sickening to hear:
" ed, you have changed after getting a gf"
"ed, i never see you much after blah blah blah"
"blah blah blah, blah blah blah"
it's all the same fucking stuff..
it's all damm fucking sickening....
i have never ever been one to ask people out...
...or call people out....
...or give phone calls to people....
maybe i shld start doing so....
...as what jo said..." it takes less then a min and some iniatives to shoe some concern..."
actually, i really do want to meet you guys out...
no matter which group of frens,,,
i really do...
just hanging outwith you guys..
drinking coffee, chit chatting...
doin crazy stuff.....
but.. i juz seems to have no time nowadays....
can iturn back the hands of time.... to that age of innocence?
where everything...was so simple,...
yes... i do really longed for those days....
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