i think ever since i have gotten into army, i have become... more stupid... . think its because of the environment... i need to be in an environment that constantly stimulates my braincells, to keep me thinking and to let me constantly express myself.. Being in the army, and working now (maybe its just my working environment.. or its just me) doesn't really fulfill my needs to be expressive... and creative... at least previously, i will still have a plan.. wel.. not really a plan to do stuff... but at the very least, i will try to think of a way around problems... trying to find solutions... but now... i do think that i have trouble...just trying to think... even if problems pop up at work... i generally can't really be bothered....
there are times... where i'vej ust wish that i could just resign from work.. and enroll myself... it could be anywhere... laselle.... Nafa... poly again( though i will be a super old student)... MDIS....anywhere, just so that i can interact with people on a more constant basis... and able to hold meaningful discussions with them... haiz... right now... i don't really like to talk to people that i hardly know... cause one thing is that i on't know what to talk to them about... and another thing is that i generally can't really be bothered with them... at least back then in school, i will still try to interact abit with people from different classes... sometimes... i feel inferior & dumb when she can just talk & talk & talk & talk about everything under the sun... and i will be just like" oh..is it?? haha.. ok loh... " the usual expressions... without even following thru or giving her a solution or providing her with an answer so that she can reply to... and i feel bad too.. that my choice of words are so limited... that i can't really stimulate the intellactual side of her...
maybe i should juz quit, get a license and be a hawker selling wanton mee andhor-fun.... at least hawkers interact with all types of people everyday... and no, dun ask me why i thought of selling wanton mee and hor-fun.. i've just thought of that on the spot =P
so anyway... think i have blabbered enuff today... think i should read the newspaper more often... maybe that's why i am becoming so much less articulate these few years...
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hehe...ogiez!! we go sell 'wanton' noodles n horfun together!! wheee...hehe...dar dar, after i grad, we go do part time studies together la?? =) hehe...i talk so much, but i dun think de...heeehe...wrong den wrong lo...just talk lo...muahhaha...i'm a girl leh...btw, can change background colour not huh?? read oredi will go blind de leh dar...*poutz* (oops...=X think i talk too much again...)
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