Everybody's Changing by Keane

"Everybody's Changing"

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

a note to myself

you're fucked up... and screwed up....

how many times have shit happened...

and yet... the nest day...or next moment...

you behaved... as if nothing happened...

how many times had she..... gone through this with you...

again...and again...and again...and again...

why can't you be more assertive... and take control...

or speak up...

instead of bottling it up....

why must you choose ....to unbottle stuff out at hte wrong moment...

why can't you be more like ...Joseph...or Derek... or Yingwei...

you know something... you're always deriding Roy for the stupid stuff he does...

but hey, at least he's actually doing something... even though its pretty hopeless...

at least he tries...

have you?

You are really the most pathetic hypocrite who refuse to let anyone knows what you're thinking..

You're fucked up....

just simply fucked up..

I wonder to myself ...

does this gal really deserve you...

if you wanna hold on to her..

you better do something...

Just do something....

just....do.....it....anything...

you will... right??

will you??

don't pretend or assume anymore...

will you??

...please?

do not for a moment doubt the importance of you in my heart...



you're not the only one who's dropping tears..

i really shld have deleted my previous posts....

before you had the chance to read them...

if i knew this will happen....

perhaps i shld have been more sensitive...

or just kept quiet abt my feelings..



i'm sorry that i've hurt you..

sorry... i snapped...

and now i finally know....

why you gave me that attitude of yours when i went for the ceremony....

i expected a smiling face when i arrived there,

instead, what i saw was that grouchy you again.

the one with the black face.

the one that just snapped back at me at whatever things that I tried to say or ask.

seriously, whatever enthusiam that I had was all ruined by your attidue....

you're not the only one who can get irritated....



you asked: ...if u were attending a FREN's graduation...u'd BRING SOMETHING rite?

my answer: no, i would not, unless someone suggested it.

there.

you'll think:

" oh my, how could someone be so thoughtless and be so lacking in basic courtesy??"

well, sad to say,

to stupid and brainless people like us,

like what you always think about me,

and always emphasizing in front of not only me, but your family and friends,

no, this act does not comes nautral to me.

I guess this boils down to me being brought up in a stupid and brainless culture.

stupid, brainless people like me with no basic courtesy, who totally din know what had happened when you just shook off my hand and went off in a puff just like that during that library trip.



I know that you're getting tired of me...

but do you know something?

I'm also getting fed up with your attitude..

13th July 2006

things seems to be growing... apart...between us...

think she's getting tired of me...

tired of trying to get me to join something that she's in..

but why can't she understand..

that this is something i am not interested in...

this is affecting us...

this is not the first time le..

that time it was CHC, and now this...

and it's not as if I did not try..

haizz...

we really seems to be living in increasingly different worlds now...

What type of Dog am i?

Edmund, you're a Golden Retriever!

No bones about it, you're a popular, fun-loving Golden Retriever. Adored by all and too cool for school, you're extroverted and enthusiastic. Your magnetic personality makes you the life of any bash. Since you're a true people-dog, you genuinely love all kinds of social gatherings. Going to parties, dinners, and other shindigs is the best way to add faces to your constantly growing circle of friends. But besides being on the social A-list, you're a confident, well-rounded pup who's definitely something to bark about. Pretty accomplished at anything you set your mind to, your sunny nature and winning ways make you one of everyone's favorite dogs. Woof!


hmm....

me being a golden retriever pretty suits me to a T now, considering I've just coloured my hair!

7th July 2006

Music that i absolutely dig right now:

Gnarls Barkley- Crazyis an excellant track...and the only track that I have from them.

DJ Danger Mouse- Any songs from Grey Album. This fella is a damm genius, combining Jay-Z and Beatles together.

Damien Rice- He sings like he's gonna cry any moment...which in this case is a good thing. The Blower's Daughter and Cold Water are 2 recomended tracks.

Jay-Z - Greatest rapper alive

Kanye West- Second greatest rapper alive

Kings of Convience- A surprising delight in the way they can make such beautiful music just using acoustic guitars and a tender voice.

The White Stripes- Jack White is a genius.

Artic Monkeys- They are like a breath of fresh air. The energy from this band just hits you in the face.

Joss Stone- This young British gal sings like she's been around forever. Excellant soulful voice.

U2- Classic. "One" is really a rock anthem. Now starting to sort of re-discover them by searching for their past hits. Bono rocks!!

Sergio Mendes- King of Bosa Nova

The Postal Service- Indie music at one of its best

Norah Jones- Wonderful, wonderful singer.

Gorillaz- Funky, weird, alternative, pop, rap, reagge, electronic, etc all fused into this anime band.

Franz Ferdinand- The best Scottish band around!!!

Wang Lee Hom- He is my Gai Shi Ying Xiong

John Legend- He brings the soul back into soul music