Thursday, August 31, 2006

Jay Chou new song

εƒι‡ŒδΉ‹ε€– MTV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnxUg2rXzW8

it's abit weird to be seeing Fei Yu Qing singing along with Jay, but hey, I feel that its pretty neat!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

different desires,

different wants,

different needs,

different ways,

different people,

different expectations
not enough...

it's still not enough...

have i not done enough...

or have i really not done enough..

i guess it's the later ba....

never mind...

just keep on trying...

it may be enough one day...



List of stuff that went wrong on Sat

1- Woke up at 6++ to prepare for football, only to hear snide remarks from mum. What a really good way to start off my morning...

2- Woke up early so that I could catch a bus to ensure that i will not be late. In the end, I ended up waiting 20 min for the bus to arrive, and was still late..

3- Arrive at the old SMU for the tournament, only to be told by the organisers that they did not reserve a slot for us.

4- Went to the basketball court near Ginza Plaza to play. Had some challengers to play with us. The game was pretty competitive, but still clean and fair. till one of our teammates, who is mildly retarded and bad tempered started spourting out vugulrities at one of the challengers. Almost had a ifght there, but the situation was defused. The mood pretty much soured from there..

5- Wanted to go to Keith's house to take a shower and change, but he went with the rest for lunch. In the end, went to the small and wet handicapped toilet at Ginza to change...

6- Missed my stop at Alujunied cause I overslept on the train...

7- Almost could not get the blue roses for Derek's gf in time.....

8- Couldn't catch the last train home, so had to take a cab...

9- There could actually be a freakin jam at that time on PIE. The signs at the PIE said that 3 lanes were closed!! My god..

10- Cab driver suggested taking an alternative route if that was the case. I agreed, and the driver drove to a small route that was beside the highway. Then, we realised that the so-called jam only lasted for a very short distance. More time could have been saved and less cab fare could have been incurred if we had stick to the highway...

Friday, August 25, 2006

it actually felt... different...

casting aside the shell..

it felt.. liberating...

it felt good...

it was like... being freed...

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

i think i am getting more and more quick-tempered....
think... i need to sort myself out...

not in a very right state of mind now...



i guess... i'll have to wait for her reply....
suddenly the same question is in my head...

why do you love me..??
love you..

for what you are...

love you...

when you are like a little girl..

love you...

for the way you smile..

love you..

for you being able to tolerate me..

love you...

whenever you tickle me..

love you...

for the way your dreams of us in the future...

love you...

for everything...




why do i love you...

i don't know...

just have that feeling...

ever since our eyes met that night...

when the both of us just fell... and fell... and fell...




love ya...

Monday, August 21, 2006

what do i want?

i just want to make things better

how?

treating you better

how?

understanding your needs better

how?

...

...

...

how.....?
We had a secondary sch class gathering at Shiwei's house on Sat. Well, it was supposed to be a bbq...but... seriously speaking, the bbq wasn't really a resounding sucess.... actually, it was pretty much a failure... The gathering was pretty ok, but the bbq itself was... *shake head*.... the choice of food was abit duh.. we had too much sussages, tiny prawns, stingray with no sambal (a travesty!!) and lots of salad. Oh yeah, we had 10 packets of bee hoon, and were left with about 5 packets in the end. Reason: the remaining bee hoon were somemore hidden and culsn' be found (thinking of ating bee hoon now..)

Celebrated Peiling's bd as well... which was itself a pretty much uneventful celebration..

Played drinking games...in fact we even had to play silent drinking games after we were warned in a threatening manner by the fucked up security guard. Fuck that guy, we weren't even noisy at all.. he seems to have a problem with us or something... fucking piece of shit...

anyway, the aim of the drinking games wasn't to make anyone drunk, but to finish up the bottles and bottles of soft drinks we had. I have never, ever drink so much freaking soft drinks in my life before lah!! Think i'm not going to touch any softdrinks for quite a while...
exams over!!

yeah...

how nice...


now time to tackle my assignments..

and that isn't very nice...

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

stuck in the middle of nowhere

am i really just...assuming...

am i just escaping.....

am i just ...not willing..to face what had been brewing...

what should i do...

where should i go....

what songs can be sung...to bridge the gap....

the gap...that's been widening....

the small crack... that is slowly... expanding...

time... or a lack of it...

oppotunities... or a lack of it...

excuses...or factors contributing to it...

i don't know...

i really don't know.....




Tuesday, August 15, 2006

1 less kaki to go out with, tok cock with, hang aoundwith..

take care bro!!

Monday, August 14, 2006

1 down,1 more to go

hmm.... felt that i did pretty ok for the test...

but i'm still feeling pretty worried...

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Friday, August 11, 2006

Mood: Bad

Reason: Frigin headache

Solution: Sleep early

Nitezz

Roaches

Due to the rubbish chutes being fogged with pesticide earlier in the day, there were a lot of friggin dead roaches in the void deck.A couple of small roaches even found the strength to crawl into the house only to end up dead via 2 ways:

1- dying from the posion of the fog eventually
2-dying from the awesome powers of my mum's slippers

went to fetch Kj from school and we had a fun time trying to avoid stepping on the dead roaches. I have never seen so many dead roaches in the life before. The goose pimples still arises when I think about it. Eeee!!

kj's dead afraid of roaches, but somemore, in the lift, he can actually made the comment that he will use the slippers to kill the roaches.... Only to shrink back in fear when he saw the roaches when the lift door open...


-_-""""

right....

Only Fools rush in- Elvis Presly

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help
Falling in love with you

Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help
Falling in love with you

As the river flows gently to the sea
Darling so it goes
Something's are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
But I can't help
Falling in love with you

As the river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Something's are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
I can't help
Falling in love with you

For I can't help falling in love with you

Coldplay- The Scientist

Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles, Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apar

tNobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, Chasing tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Aah oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (x4)
starting to have the blues....

feelings the blues....

getting the blues....

infected by the blues...

1 more week before it all ends...

oh...

1 decisive week before it ends....

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

coffee brewing skills

Useful skill learnt today:

no more worries about not having enuff coffee at home, cause i have just learnt how to make coffee!!


ok... i know that isn't exactly tat great...

but it's still useful nonetheless for a regular caffeine consumer like me!

like what i always say.... coffee's my favourite bitch!
i love you mummy

i love you father

i love you grandma

yeah... love ya all...

Monday, August 07, 2006

new music video from artic monkeys!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEukS2YN9B8

and tt's what i would classify as a Siao Char Bo

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Muscus Flow

Something that I've noticed that is happening to Kailin as well:

we kept having mucus flow down from our noses like the Niagara falls!!




yucks...

feeling mushy today

i know this is really mushy...

but hey, who cares man...

I LOVE YOU DARLING BABY!!!

and i miss you lots too....

Saturday, August 05, 2006

and I really must state this:

Middle Eastern countries are only good for one thing: their oil fields.

without them, they're all fucked up.

Israel: Crazy bunch of people who don't know how to stop bombing innocent civilians

Hizbollah: Crazier bunch of people who not only do not know how to stop, but choose to provoke the Israelic army of all people.

Goes to show what their brains are made off after living in the desert...

and there are others..

USA: As usual, Mr Bush is doing what he does best, and that is making dumb decisions all the time

North Korea: Don't know what the hell is the dear leader Kim is doing, launching missle tests and making everyone pissed off. Can foresee another famine coming to North Korea again

Blair: Acting as a lapdog for Bush, like what he always does.

Conslusion:

Chinese rules!!
Wooo...

MILO PENG WON!!!!

ALL RIGHT!!!!!!

although i don't really catch the show, but Milo Peng has a very.... neighbourhood feeling to them that appeals from Ah Girls to Ah Yees to Ah Mas.

Woo....

Jay got voted off!!

oh well, he wasn't that great though (but he lives in Jurong West, so technically speaking, he is my fellow Jurong-er...whatever that is...never mind...).

but i was surprised to see Jonathon and Hady in the last 3.

Goes to show what Singaporeans appreciates...

how come Paul din get off... think must be those Ah Girls that find his mop of hair damm sexy lah.

Blind...all freaking blind..
and i must say this again: i hate getting sick on a wekeend...especially when i have lessons on that particular weekend...

shitty!!