Happy bd to you

i just watched Her and I have to say, it's easily one of the best movies I have ever seen. Period.

You come out of the theaters, with an aching sense of melancholy, and it leaves you with such a strong feeling of sadness. An aching heart can certainly resonate with this show.

"The past is only a story we tell ourselves"

"Sometimes, I think I have felt everything I'm every gonna feel. And from here on out, I'm not gonna feel anything new. Just lesser versions of what I've already felt"

"You know what, I can overthink everything and find a million ways to doubt myself"

The last part of the movie, where Theodore wrote a last letter to his ex-wife, was especially aching, at least in my context:

"Dear Catherine, I've been sitting thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I'm sorry for that. I'll always love you 'cause we grew up together and you helped me make me who I am. I just wanted you to know there will be a piece of you in me always, and I'm grateful for that. Whatever someone you become, and wherever you are in the world, I;m sending you love. You're my friend to the end.

Love, Theodore"

i think i'm better already.....am I ?

i like listening to music because it brings me to a world where i can be fully immersed into whatevr i imgaine myself and the world to be

perhaps its a form of escapism

sigh............i miss milo so much........

you deserve better, and I'm really genuinely happy to see that smile back on your face and that glow back in your eyes

一切都是自己自找的，怨不了别人，只能说，自己没有用

一直在胡思乱想
快要受不了
很辛苦，真的很难受

i just can't stop thinking.....
confused state of mind
feeling very sucky now
it's like a knife sticking it through my heart

whoever said time is the best medicine obviously had it easy

all the time

they keep flashing back in my head

Hate life

Sleep

I may appear happy

But nobody knows...