Still not ok and feeling miserable all the time

God help me

I just want to be happy again

horrible week....

it was going smooth, then it just have to go downhill...

stop being a nervous wreak...

idiot... stop being an idiot...

stop...

urgh...............................................................................................................................................................................................

get control of urself and stop freaking out....

stop mumbling and stuttering... u sound like a fool...

fuck......

ed, u are such a loser....

Actually, I should just go screw myself since I'm so screwed up

Screw this world

I hate having to put on a mask in front of others when I'm obviously not feeling okay

Fuck it

Fuck it

Fuck it

Fuck it